Suppression

Honestly, this whole thing is fuckin weird. I shouldn't feel how I feel. Somehow I suppressed it this long. Is this shit even real? Why now? Why so many years down the line? I see your face all over my timeline It's different. I'm different. We've been distant. Yet, I missed it? I can't admit … Continue reading Suppression

Do you see me? (Beauty) 

Oh what beautiful skin I'm in.Who am I kidding? I'm no where near beauty Can you see me?  Does he see me?  Can she see the beauty within me? All I see is my crooked teeth The stretch marks on my arms  My big ugly legs And my stomach that's so large I see the … Continue reading Do you see me? (Beauty) 

Thin Ice

We started off with secrets. Secrets led to more secrets. All the things you've been keeping, pushed me over to the deep end. You hurt me. I gave you a choice and this is what I get. I haven't forgiven you yet; I can't forget. You ask me to get past it it's not simple … Continue reading Thin Ice